today i found out a truth about this particular newly made friend. i gave her a part time job in the same company im working in cos she was looking for another part time job for the holis. i did my part right? she decided to make sure of this 'good goodness' in me. the night before friday i reminded her about the job i introduced that it starts tmr at ten am. she replied me around midnight telling me that her grandma got into the hospital due to her critical condition state. since it was so serious, i told her okay nevermind. i asked her what bout next week was she still able to work. she replied yes i can work next week. i asked her not to inform me again at the very last min about such matters like u can't work. around sunday night, i messaged her again, trying to remind her about monday's working schedule. u know what she reply?

'sorry alot happen at home, sorry i can't work this week at all.'

FUCK. this time i was like FUCKING piss*. dump her to hell right now. i was that angry to actually start scolding nonsense and even curse her to hell early in the morning. if u will to face such situation coming from your friend, no one will be calm enough to speak properly. i'm so darn angry. she chose to inform me the very last min and FUCKING hell not to pick up my calls. my mom adviced me that from this matter, u can see this person is not good enough to stay as friend. mommy is so right about it. i'm so wrong to think that she needs that job so urgently. I HATE when people make sure of me. SHIT her. sorry i'm just so so disturbed by how she handles the matter.

she basically didnt even informed me on her own, she always tells me about her bloody darn excuses whenever i reminds her the day before about work. HELL her. SHE seriously needs some attitude make over. i'm so disappointed in myself, not being able to make the right decision at the right moment. i should have chosen to inform my boss that she probably can't make it for the rest of the week. therefore won't make my life that miserable right now. i'm so WRONG about her. she is never nice. okay only sometimes. after this matter, i can never trust her with ANYTHING. she is officially classified as a LAST MIN EXCUSE girl in my naughty list. i'm sad for her and me. sigh. regrets and full of regrets.


is it because i'm dumb that i cant identify good people and mean people? there is once i actually lock my house keys in and myself outside. i'm practically hopeless. i'm so glad michelle stays true and honest to me. she is my best babe EVER. so suhaila the tiger and many more of my SPFielder and people working outside.


chewychewy hates people who takes advantages of chewy.