tsk tsk. whenever i see her, makes me feel like saying hi or just smile. but she doesn't bothered whether was i around or present near her. probably our friendship has truly ended, no way to heal the wounds that was made in the past. probably deep in my heart, i still truly want her back as my close friend. sometimes i look at her, i feel like talking to her and laugh together over nonsense things or talk about crazy things, music or people. i just don't dare to approach her. today i saw her walking towards the school lift where i was also standing, i wanted to smile at her but i saw her looking past me without a pause. somehow did it on purpose to miss out my existence. i'm such a bitch in the past, she was a friend of mine but i chose to abandon her. maybe i'm still being bitchy. getting back together with her will be one of new year resolution. it is a must.

people who knows who im referring to, please help me out.

chewychewy.